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Oh my gosh! I am having a lot of difficulty trying to decide where to proceed after my Diploma in Psychology! Do you guys want to help me out?

Firstly, I want to attend University of Melbourne! Hence, I have to go to either Trinity College or Taylors College and go through about 1 year of Foundation Studies... I am ending my Diploma only in July so I have to pray hard that I qualify for the Oct Fast Track Course!

Secondly, I can try applying for James Cook University with my private diploma in Singapore...

Thirdly, Dad is really hoping that I would go into Speech Pathology! I compared the course outline to Psychology, I am more confident of achieving a Bachelor degree in Psychology as Speech Pathology is too new to me! However, I do not mind taking a Masters in Speech Pathology either at NUS or at University of Sydney...

Forthly, the course outline for James Cook and Unimelb are different! I wonder which is better for me...

Fifthly, if I were to go Australia, I don't know if I can adapt well and it is going to cost a bomb for my parents!

What should I do? A decision that will affect how I progress in the future!

Hmm... First, let me start with Kenneth...

He came 2 me one day this week and saw me the wounds on his arms which he used stapler bullets' to 'create' them for FUN?! This is the 2nd time he is doing this hence I think it is more than fun... So as we were quarrelling for two nights, he said that I was the one that gave him so much pressure so he did this... Well, I think it could be me plus other factors too... I hesitated for quite long whether to inform Counsellor Michelle 2 have her keep an eye on his behaviours in sch and my parents... In d end, I informed none! The worst fights we ever had in history... Now whenever he quarrel, it seems to stress him so much that he will bang the wall! And during one of the quarrels we had, he said something like I was not the ideal sister he wanted and that hurt me so so so much! All this happened when I was trying to rush out my assignment! Nice one! I'm really hoping that Kenneth will really muture soon!

Should I go overseas to pursue a prestigous degree or stay in Singapore to help my Dad & study in James Cook?

Dad is now in the custody of the Traffic Police... I don't really want to say what happened but... The most surprising that is Ken seems unaffected and he said that this was Dad's retribution? LOL! I think I might think this way too if this happen during my Sec 4 year! I'm kind of unaffected too... Only worrying abt his business and my Mum... And of course, my Mum is affected a lot emotionally! LOL! Hopefully everything will return back 2 normal soon!

A record of my medicine from Raffles Hospital & their purpose!

Domperidone = Aids in Stomach Digestion

Telfast = Prevent Allergy

Clarithromycin = Antibiotics

Omeprazole (Proceptin) = Stomach Ucler

Prednisolone = Prevent Infection/Allergy

On Saturday morning, my coughing got worst as time passed by... Hence my parents brought me to 24 Hours Clinic @ Clementi for a check. I was really ucomfortable @ that time, I needed to gather lots of energy before managing to take a breath!

After dinner that night, I took my medicine and tried to fall asleep but I can't... Cause once I try to lay down, I will have a hard time trying to breathe... This situation last till abt 3am before I woke up my parents and they took me to the hospital... I teared, cause I was really uncomfortable & didn't really want to trouble them...

Everything became much better after the nurse put me on Nebulizer... I was admitted into the hospital for further check-ups and slept @ 4am...

1st day:

I just woke up @ 8am to take my medicine and cause my Doc in-charge is on his rounds... Things was still bad, I took lots of rest and the Doctor arranged for my X-ray and Blood Test to be taken on Mon...

However, after taking a few rounds of medicine, I felt better @ night & things got worst again on Mon...

2nd day:

I had my X-ray in the morning and blood test aft that... Haha! The lady who took my blood said I hava fine vein? My blood takes a long long time to flow out! After those, I had my wonderful breakfast & medication... My current classmates came to accompany me in the afternoon & I'm really grateful cause its real bored in here! At night, I started to feel my heart pumping very clearly, which I don't usually feel it... It pumped real hard till I can count on heartbeat literally without putting my hand over my chest... The nurses will take  my blood pressure every other time in a day and all was normal... So I still don't know why that happened... I vomited my dinner out and was feeling a bit of headache and giddy-ness... The nurse said I have undigestion...

3rd day:

The doctor was informed and they gave me 2 pills to take b4 I take my meals, so no more vomitting after that! =D I was having throat pain and headache and giddy-ness still so when the doctor came during his afternoon rounds, he said I have Sinus plus Asthma... So he is giving me antibiotics pills but because I was having headaches and giddy spells too, they decided t inject the antibiotics into me instead... And a lozenge for my throat...

4th day:

I always need to lay on the bed for almost an hour to two b4 I can fall asleep... But after the jab, I felt that my headaches are mostly cleared... I am so stupid! I asked the nurse to inject on my left hand cause they took my blood for blood test on the right... I didn't know that the needle is going to stay in me so now I can't really move my left hand & its really quite inconvenient for me now! Dr Chan came this morning and said I will be discharged tml because they only started injecting me last night and it is quite effective... Now, when I try to blow into the tube, it can reach 300! Double the 1st time when I did it! Cool! I just had my blood taken again for blood test and the nurse couldn't even find my vein! LOL! Wonder if this is good or bad?

I'm quite tempted to take a Diploma in Health Sciene (Nursing) now! After observing the nurses as I have nothing much to do here. A room with 2 beds and only I'm staying inside... TV = boring! Haha. I still love BIOLOGY a lot, I just realised! I even went to read up Ms Sharon Gan's Bio Lessons' ppt! Haha! My Science teacher since I joined Tanglin! My Diploma in Psychology will be completed in June... Should I take on a Diploma in Nursing too? And I was once a student in NP's Nursing course! HAHA! I accepted my offer before I withdraw from that sch! =D I recovering quite well here cause the nurses are great! Dr Chan is not bad too! =)

Dad just scolded Mum because of some moving house boxes which made he lose face...

Last week, the movers sent the boxes to our neighbours instead of us... However, our neighbours won't home that day so Mum wasn't able to check with them... So Dad called up the movers and scolded them... Now that we know that the boxes are actually in our neighbours house, he blame Mum for losing his face and not helping him to solve problems... He actually asked Mum to go away and not follow him if she is not going to help him out! WTF!

Can't you listen to Mum's explaination & analyse the situation? You dare to say something so hurtful out? Is not you don't want Mum to follow you, is I don't want her to follow you! LOL! You always ask me to teach you how to manage your temper from what I learn in Psychology... Its really no point for me to explain to you when you don't even change! Mum didn't help you out? Who is the one taking care of Kyushu Nihon Ryori now!? Can you even achieve so much without your wife supporting you!?

Dad, if you are not going to change your temper towards us and your staffs, your staffs are going to leave you sooner or later & I will hate you more & more!

Ms Marnie, my Social Psychology Lecturer asked us, 'Do you think anyone will like to be or work with someone who has bad-temper?'

Anger & being agressive are two different things. Dad, when you are angry, it adds to your agressiveness! Do you know how scary you are when you're agressive?!

Furthermore, this behaviour of yours may influence Kenneth the wrong way... It may affect us not only on the surface but may affect us unknowingly!

Mum, even though it is understandable, not everyone will understand because you won't have the chance to explain to everyone why he blown-up his temper...

Woohoo! Ken passed Eng, Chi & Sci! Although he failed Maths, his marks is kept at 40 & above! I really hope he can understand only with hard work, then he can get better results. I think overall his Combined Humans and Home Econs will pass too... =D

Yay! We are moving hse! Moving to Carabelle Condo ard the 2nd week of Nov! Haha! Hope I will be able to change my lifestyle to a healthier one over there! =P

Recently, Dad's temper is back again. Every morning, Channel 8 has this programme called 'Zao An Ni Hao' and their dicussion topic is 'Beating the child'... Even though experts are talking, he still don't understand? LOL! I just don't like him man! =.='''

Hope Kenneth will be able to overcome genetics & not follow Dad's footsteps in teaching his children! Learned this in Psychology class! Environment is important!

2nd time here posting... Don't wish to neglect this...

After Monday's paper, I was worried that I might fail my Physics Prac... How?

After Tuesday's paper, I have been worrying about my English on how well will I do... Hais...

Then on Wednesday... Though the paper was still quite okay... I was worried abt how well I can score...

Life is so boring now... Be it in sch or at home....

Life at home has never improved though I thought it had? Went out with friends last Sat then went down to my Dad's restaurant. I saw him flirting with that female staff of him... I'm not very sure but due to his past mistakes... I think he is having a mistress again? I didn't tell my Mum abt it... I'm afraid that she will ask me to do things to please my Dad which I don't like to do it! I spent time recently thinking abt the relationship of my parents and me. I don't know... I feel very lost... It has been a long time since I share with anyone... I think I'm going to explode soon! Argh! Whenever I see my Dad now, I will try to keep a distance away from him... I don'tt know why... LOL. When will all this things end? I don't want to undergo any of this sufferings anymore... I know the are other ppl out there who is suffering more than me but I just can't take it anymore? SOS! HELP!

losing control of myself... what can i do? what shld i do? how shld i do it?

SICK!!!

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